MWAAAAAAHAHAHA. Soooooooo I’m going to make this post. :)) I MISS HIM!!! (Though I was with him yesterday) Yah. I always do anyway. :p :p :p

Sooooo it’s been 2 months and 2 weeks that I’ve been with this person. Niaaaheeey!!

Been into a number of fights and ‘lover’s quarrel’ but still very sweet to each other. And speaking of… we just got over a big big big fight that lasted for more than 24 hours :(… anyway it’s finished. And goooodness how surprising the way we ended that fight. 

It was a Friday night.. from a bible study I went to church for our practice. Of course, that time we were still mad at each other so I arrived there quietly, we didn’t talk to each other the whole time we were there. Our other church mates were shocked and confused and surprised why we weren’t talking. Because it wasn’t usual. It wasn’t normal. It wasn’t supposed to be that way. It was obvious with the way they exchange their eye glances with each other but none of them ever bothered to ask any of us ‘what happened?’. 

So there.. all of us we’re going home.. and It felt like hell!! It felt soooo bad having the chance and still not talk to each other in person. Well, he left. I didn’t have any idea where he went. I shouted before we left the church.. “Kanino pwede tumambay??” then.. ‘that’ church friend I was with said.. “samin!” so yah.. that was it.. that ‘church friend’ lived near us so I didn’t have any problem of going home late and we just walked.. it’s a little distance from the church but it was fine. Since it was already night time and it was also cold. I even enjoyed it!

Yah.. I was singing all the way to my church mate’s house.. I was singing worship songs.. then songs by secondhand serenade.. by avril lavigne.. everything.. anything.. I really meant to sing but those times I was shouting.. well I’m like that.. I sing different songs when my heart is broken.. OUT LOUD. Ow yeah.. we reached their house and had another church mate drop by too. There that church mate of ours made me sit in their dining table while she finished those dishes she was washing.. she asked.. “ohy, ano nangyare? ha?” I said.. “anung anung nangyare?? ito.. naglalasing ako sa tubig… tagaaaay!!” well.. that was it.. she repeated her question again and again but she just received similar answers to what I already said to her. So she stopped.. until our other church mate arrived. And that church mate didn’t have any idea of what happened between me and Brent so she just went and sat beside me.. 

I was just staring at my phone.. not thinking we will make up that night.. I just stared at my phone and tried to put up a goodnight text message for him.. But I just can’t find the right words to say. Finally, I dropped my phone. And literally 5 seconds after I did that I received a text message from him and it said.. “d2 ako lbas narra” when I saw that message I felt a tear or two drop in my face.. and I replied.. “nkila ate ***** aq” he said.. “ahh”  and I didn’t bother replying anymore but he sent another text message and he said.. “baba ka pls” I said.. “ba’t di k nlng umakyat d2” he said.. “gusto ko muna tyong 2 ln” then I said.. “nguusap p kme” he replied.. “txt k pg tpos n kyo” .. well.. I wasn’t really talking to those church mates of mine that time.. I was just not really ready to face him.. but after 5 minutes.. I decided and said.. “ate ***** baba lng po ako” she said.. “oh sige” there.. I saw him sitting, waiting outside the gate.. and when he saw me he stood up and held my hand (omy :”>)

“Sorry na..”

“Sorry saan?”

“Sa nagawa ko.. sa mga nagawa ko kung ano man yun..”

“Ok.”

“Ui.. wag ka naman gnyan..”

“Cge na di na, uwi ka na”

“Ui.. pls..”

“Eh wag ka kasi ganun magalit…” then I hugged him.. he said..

“Sige..hindi na.. sorry na..”

“Sige na.. ok na..”

“I love you..”

I paused and stared at him for about 3 seconds then I finally said.. “I love you too..”

AAAAAND THE REST IS HISTORY. Haha. Just kidding, anyway. That was so far the worst fight we had. So glad it was over. We went to SM after that Friday night. Just so to make up the hours of not talking to each other. We miiiiiiissed each other a lot. 

Anyway.. 

I don’t even know why this post lead me to type about that fight. Well maybe I just want to clear it out that I am very very very happily in love with this quiet, ‘serious faced’, mean, tough, tall, smart, sweet, sensitive person. Haha!!